Wednesday, March 06, 2013

Excess Baggage

Tired.

Two days in a row. Two days ago, a senior told me I was "dah pandai garang sangat sekarang ni" and yesterday a junior told me I was too stern towards someone. Despite my honest intention of solving issues and getting the work done, it probably came out wrong and I really got to improve my PR.

It's not what you say but how you say it. But it's really hard to be nice to people who you know have bad-mouthed you.

Baking and the smell of freshly baked cookies just makes me happy.


Beat. Spoon-drop. Bake.
All done.


Tired of trying to please people.

Tired of feeling guilty despite the best intention.

I used to like my office despite the "entah apa2ness" that happened coz at that time, I believed that I had friends that were like candles in the dark. That was years ago. Now, the feeling of practically dragging myself to the office is just too often.

Kena bertahan. Ada 4 bulan je lagi. Just a little while.

Sigh.

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